Texas Rangers

Texas Rangers
Give me your tarot cards so I can burn them
You don’t need them anymore
You never did
You know they’re not working and they extend last years groggy end with more insufficient tears
You can try until you learn but I know best
I’m trying to help you avoid a dangerous little pest, dressed in a suit, tie and a vest
Bless his little heart how quickly he confessed when he was asked a simple question that didn’t go as intended but that was better than how the last one ended
Are you distracted?
Yes
How are you feeling?
Comprehending that you have been in my house
You’re quieter than a mouse, quieter than I
It’s a skill very carefully acquired through years of psychological torture by manipulation of the emotions and reactions to emotions
You grab some body lotion
The scent turns me on
You grin
Come on, this is where we begin to use our common sense to win the wager on this irrelevant war but that’s exactly what we’re fighting for
Do you really want more?
I nod as you begin to personally respond to my cues, my clues and my gestures
Just wait until you hear the thesis on my many lectures on latex and textures because it’s so complex
Are you sure this is yours?
You hold up a lighter with a ninja fighter
I shake my head rapidly, amused
No
This is the part where I used to get abused by JL’s father by any means necessary in his own words when he didn’t want to bother
Sodomy and rape were already in great fucking shape when I tried my first unanticipated, unwanted escape
Speaking of unwanted, I fixed the red tape for no real reason at all until you picked up the duty at city hall in the fall when you finally decided to pick up the phone and call
I answered with enthusiasm but it was the last thing I was expecting to hear for the duration of the rest of the discouraging year
I hesitated out of fear for the rest of the critical mile
I didn’t finish what I started when you distracted me with your unforgettable smile but it’s not your fault you were a victim of a series of domestic and sexual assaults
You were also pregnant
You could have died in childbirth if you didn’t change hospitals when you did
Good job girl
You were brave and you did try to salvage the mess you’re in but you were scorned excessively when you dared to mourn that you were feeding your son peas and corn alone
It wouldn’t matter if he picked up the phone
That’s how you throw a dog a bone and he certainly lies with the dogs
He eats with them too
Just ask him how disgusting he really is
I still wonder how insane I really am to have chosen to have a child with a generational welfare case that I can’t easily erase
I know you need your space before the giant confession you have to face, but..
I don’t need any space from you
I smile because I know it’s true
Did you know your blue eyes dance when you look at mine before they sparkle?
You start grinning which turns them on before the sparkle is temporarily gone
You remind me of the king of Avalon
Is that tarot?
Are you going to keep saying that?
Yes until you get rid of them
They’re tearing the hem of your dress but you can’t feel it yet
How can you forget the other things you said?
I was high when you asked me why I did what I did and why I got scared and hid
I don’t know how to answer you right now but if you give me some time, I will figure out how
Forget the things you just heard
Their irrelevance is compromising and it doesn’t feed our purpose anymore than that final conspiracy does
The idea rides on what takes place inside the scope of our unconscious hope
We might elope if we throw the Gemini eclipse in July’s lips
7 weeks of remarkable energy that speaks of our life together and our commitment and devotion to each other in the presence of my parents and your older brother
Your mother has compromised health at a higher risk for infection with or without a mandatory mask so she was the first to ask about streaming it live on YouTube
Meanwhile I’m preoccupied with genuine feminine pride that the right important people are finally on my side for one hell of a ride while I freeze ice cubes for more chilled alcoholic beverages with leverage on the latest lube
I can’t believe you live like that
By the way, where’s my white hat?
I don’t know
It disappeared one night when I knew I was right but I wasn’t paying attention to anything you were trying to mention
That was again all my fault
You put your hand up to hault me
If we’re twin flames like I think we are, then I’m not I’m not playing anymore games with you or anyone
I’m shooting straight while I patiently wait for the final outcome, whatever that may be but my main goal is to be completely free
I look up to you with the face of a familiar stranger in relative danger in the former custody of the Texas Rangers but Chuck Norris is no longer apart of that old chorus
We need to stop by 7-11 on our way to a paradise thats almost nicer than heaven
So a vacation?
Yes
How long?
However long we can but whatever you’re up to because you’re the man behind the steering wheel when I’m too clumsy to feel what still needs to properly heal
Where and what is our next meal?
Is there food to steal?
Are we really that desperate?
No there’s another way but you’ll have to be brave because this is no joke when I say it’s too real
I close my eyes because I don’t want to see a man that was made of steel and I don’t want to feel what was in his heart when he stood 6 feet apart from an unknowing victim that was told he needed to hit the gym
Beer bottles were filled to the brim when he was clearly too drunk to swim
The lights were too dim to see what he was doing and the trap he was pursuing when he thought he knew what he was doing with someone else’s ungluing
What an immense defense to claim they didn’t kill somebody when autopsies were too blurry to study
This could get really damn bloody when the rain washes the dirt until it’s too muddy
That’s why I waited to use the bathroom because the stalls were all cruddy
Are you in the mood for someone to lose their job?
Why would I be in the mood for that?
Because it’s us they were to planning to rob
I’m more shocked than furious but I’m also a little bit curious
Curious about what?
What happens when you lock a door God didn’t shut
You mean us?
I always do
Well I wanted to make sure
I didn’t want to assume because that’s not always true
I have something to show you that fell apart because I had to glue it back together so many times from the various crimes my cat committed against it
I pull up a chair so you can comfortably sit
It’s a family heirloom that was abandoned in my aunts old dusty room
A toy for our first child whom I already named in ancient journal entries that I safely filed
There’s a reason and a plan to do all we can for the baby’s bloodline that inherits that toy, preferably if it’s a little boy
Every mothers pride and joy or so she says until you hear what she really thinks after they go to bed
You would often eavesdrop in utter dread
Are they being given wine with their bread?
You’d be appalled at the stories I’ve heard that identified as legally dead but their breathing was teasing the parts of the universe that we find pleasing and they were suddenly restored to full chapters and books based on the order of their looks in recent texts and the rules that say next in a minimal context that remains unruly and perplexed
When will you end her suffering?
Very soon
Like they always used to say, once in a blue moon
She doesn’t like cartoons or platoons that eat with forks rather than spoons
The phone rings and you answer it by the amusement parks only set of swings
Hello
Well good afternoon
How are you?
You were foretold
By who?
And what do you mean?
What an introduction
I apologize
Likewise
Are you prepared to lose?
Excuse me?
Just answer me
Then yes
My psychic foretold you when I was picking out my wedding dress
I think it’s time to confess
I called ahead and gave your name to the priest to bless
Wow what an honor and a privilege
You’re not mad?
Why would I be mad?
Or angry or sad?
I would repeat myself but I don’t need to
No you don’t
I’m glad you’re not mad
I won’t fight you
I’m sorry
It’s ok
Like I said I’m not mad
Oh the mind games you play
Not like your mom and dad
Aren’t you glad?
Yes
This is your portal right to me, Princess
Your birthright is nothing less
Tomorrow is always something to borrow
Don’t try to borrow tomorrow’s trouble or sorrow either
Mitch, am I all there?
Who really cares?
Let them stare
They don’t know you and they never will
I know you’re ready to kill when she’s too distracted to notice that she’s not strong or steady
You are thrilled to deliver this alarming news to the wayward woman with no shoes that left a phantom bruise on your delicately thick skin before your higher self let her in only to fix her part in breaking your heart and sincerely apologizing for what she did even if you never accept it for you or your kids
She doesn’t blame you if you don’t
I have nothing to ever say to her besides get lost or I will get a restraining order for an order of restraint that’s hiding it’s borders from the extra paint
We promise you won’t faint or have to wait longer than a few minutes for your date with destined fate so it definitely won’t be late and it wasn’t
Do you have any more of what I want?
Yes I do
Can I have some please?
I want you to earn it tonight
Oh you are such a mysterious tease
No more than you
How do I earn it?
Clean my house for me like you used to
Like I used to?
You heard me
When did I ever clean your house for you? I don’t remember that at all
It was last fall when I tried to call
I think you blocked my number in your halftime slumber but you don’t remember what it was or what the hell it does
Your flaws are no worse than societies obscene laws
That’s where we draw the inappropriate line because we have no idea where to put the anatomy of a bare foot
That’ll change your outlook if you respect the rules and go by the book until you gain enough ground to slip away and never be found
No one wants that liability but that’s your problem
It’s theirs
They don’t care that you’re still on poverty’s frontlines with not much defense to redefine how you’re treated there as opposed to anywhere else
Well that’s not fair
Nothing is
What else is new?
You tell me
You’re the one wearing the other shoe
That’s only for you
I think I know who you are and what you do but I’m not convinced it’s totally sincere
I question is why you’re doing this right here
Maybe I’m being unclear with my unwarranted fear
I would say so
That’s why you won’t show at first but when it matters the most, you’ll be ready to burst with an undeniable thirst for the finer things in life as my eternal wife
If you heed my warnings, you will be waking up with me in the mornings
I know that’s what you want and need the most and that’s why you didn’t stay on the east coast
There’s a time to be quiet and a time to boast
There’s a time to fast and a time to prepare and partake of the feast you nicely insisted we roast
We’re glad we did
We have leftovers for days to eat in creative ways while the dog sits or stays but knows better than to beg for food when I’m never in the right mood to tolerate the pain in the ass the poor lass is
You passed the lucrative quiz
I watch you stare at your soda while you let it fizz, wondering if it’s his
She didn’t even keep it
She hates disabled children with a passion
That explains so much about her
Yes it does
You have no idea and you don’t need to
I have better ideas for you but you have to follow through
I will
I’m convinced that you will even when you don’t want to
I know you want to flee but I heavily disagree with any plans you make without me
We’re a team
Absolutely
We live a quiet and tender dream not many will ever understand but they don’t have to believe in what we do
Carry it through
That’s emphasized here
Are you mocking my oracle cards?
Not exactly but I might as well be
You’re forgetting the importance of why you left them outside in your other room to begin with, Sarah
Yes I know, Mitch
Does that mean leave you alone?
No, I don’t usually get that way with you
That’s true
Sometimes I just wish you would pick up the damn phone
It’s really not that hard to buy a prepaid you can discard or just disregard until it’s time to talk again when we decided where and when we’re going to get artificially laid until the day you decide to stay by my side and I can experience your love with mine and your arms open wide
That hotel is where we stayed when our flight was delayed and we were more than a little dismayed
It was well played and well thought out to ridicule the bait that told us we were required to wait for endless hours while the members took their sweet time in the showers with their devious prepaid powers they use only after hours in their private cell towers from mansions of virtual science you can touch with your fingers before your sixth senses gather too much to linger by the time they start tingling
When your ears are ringing and your eyes are lightly stinging with unfelt tears prior to these exhausted years, you are experiencing the mindfuck they like to tuck behind domestic ears in reverence of what the deaf can’t hear when they talk about them behind their backs and mock them into condemning themselves and others by assigning shelves to place their alter ego that pleases their mothers, fathers, sisters and brothers
The whole family is quite the engineer because they display no visible fear
Can you calm down?
My heart is pounding
I know
Why are you doing this?
Doing what?
Why are you in my house like this?
Stop avoiding my questions
Because I can and because I need to for now
Show me why and show me how
I can’t do that yet
It will spoil my plans
What plans?
To seduce you in the most intimate way possible
By scaring me?
No, by staring at you and searching for you among the crowd when the endless noise of the world gets so loud that it’s too loud for the proud of heart that say half of what they mean and hide the rest so you can find it in the birds nest outside your window where a beautiful garden grows among the trees that sway gently in the wind that neatly blows in an entertaining flow that flocks to your maternally biological clock
You have such a way with words don’t you?
I might have a few, however this is long over due and I will never get over you so let’s just put the naughty past behind us with a sacred pledge to remind us of our convictions to help mankind
We have terms and conditions, rules that need to reapply and pursue the entire hiring process to be reconsidered for active duty
This isn’t for fun
Fun is playing games for the sole advantage of taking names and filing claims while we owe them nothing for our shameless performances
Freedom is banging on both doors, sinking deeply into our pores and cleansing us of all unethical behavior and unrighteousness before God the Father that does care enough to bother
See what I mean?
Yeah
Just yeah?
I mean yes
You know I have a lot on my mind with all these synchronicities you’re starting to find
I told you I have secrets, I keep secrets and I deal in secret
It’s the way and thinking of a retired vet that’s weary of making false bets but I haven’t made a mistake here yet
No you haven’t and you won’t
You are safe here with me, whether you can or can’t, do or dont, will or won’t
It’s up to you but I know you’ll honor what’s tried to be true so thank you in advance for all you’ve done behind the scenes and all you’re doing now, along with all you’ll do in the future
You’ve made some profitable vows without selling yourself a scam and that really makes me proud of who I am as your sponsor and trainer, manager and boss because at any rate, those who once opposed us are now long gone, and it is their loss for choosing envy to get even with being bored with the queen of swords
Old habits die hard, honey
This shit ain’t funny when it’s the demonic, plastic hands of a playboy bunny
Aren’t they men?
A lot of them are
That’s tragic
No that’s black magic
Fingering you would just be so much easier than just lingering my touch as more than such you wish to speak of when your dignity is always cherished and you are dearly loved
I surprise you with a tongue touching kiss you’d hate to miss thats considering the chance to re-enlist where you’d place your fist because someone insists that you pay for an extra ticket to make up for what you already missed but your representative tells them to back off the deliberately misdiagnosed girl that appears half her age in her late twenties that just so happen to be trapped in a metaphorical cage while her alter ego takes the stage until her higher self returns from the ashes she says still burns at every breathtaking turn while there are still intimidating lessons to collectively and personally learn before she realizes that no one can do it for her but that’s always a worthy plus
The substandard substitute that once abused substances came forward today to apologize for how long it took her to get sober when she started a year ago from last October
She relapsed a little bit when the pandemic hit but there’s nothing to show for it
Her arms were always clean but her urine was an ungodly color that concerned every doctor in the building until it was confirmed that it was simply heavy drug use for someone her size and that that qualified her even more for winning that circumcised prize
It was worth every uncircumcised choice that led her to the blood that bled for her when nothing else would and took her to a revisited, reconsidered and reconstructed notion that she would die if we didn’t stop the bleeding immediately
Miracles are real because she started to heal from that hemorrhage in her hemisphere that prompted another miscarriage that might as well ruin the provocative marriage or will it?
Provocative?
You heard me
You get greedy with your lips but I find myself wanting the potato chips before I hand them over to you
You take them from me and secure your lips over mine at another angle that climaxes before I do
You really like that word don’t you?
It’s classy and sophisticated so I don’t mind writing it
You mind writing the other words?
Yes
Why?
Because I was raised like a Mormon before I endured the demolished, unpolished years that left me in Gorman
You’re a Mormon now
Only for now and I have many reasons
Is another man one of them?
Absolutely not
I’m sorry for asking you so bluntly like that but I prefer strict honesty
I don’t believe in beating around Moses burning bush and relaxing with some red kush
I believe in the cusp of truth that inherits our perverted youth, draining them of their addictions, detoxing the predatory unboxing, supplying them with the necessary oxygen because the dr doesn’t know when or how long, unleashing the power of our testimonies on deaf ears that don’t and won’t care, and gaining control over their minds by using forced submission, by all means with re-enforced permission
You’re here
I can’t get in though
I’m locked out in the garage but I have a way out and no I’m not telling you about it
I wasn’t asking
But you’re vying to and that’s almost the same thing baby
It’s just defiance in a modern day engagement ring
Its supposed to hurt like hell right before it really stings
Well that’s nice to know but I forgot how much I’m starting to show
Again?
Since when?
I’m not sure but I haven’t been with anyone else since way back then and you knew my every move with a masterful zen
I know you’re nervous
I can feel you with every inch of me
I won’t test your asshole to see how tight it is because I don’t need to know
It will open for me when it’s relaxed, not over worked or over taxed, and the directions on exactly how to massage and finger it are faxed right over to my private office so I can refer to it when I take you there later
There is no greater seduction than taking control of you in your own house with no ill intent because I’m rent with sexual fury and rage and when you see me, you won’t have a choice but to handle me while you handle your parents because they’re handling your son but you will know God by the time I’m done
OH, this should be so much enthusiastic, breath hitching fun
Don’t even try to run
I will catch you and when I do, I will do things that make you gag yourself so my hands can be free to roam, trace and comb my fingers and hands wherever the hell they belong when you’re writhing in your sleep and masturbating in the dark in the middle of the night to a quiet man that will make you scream his name as loud as he can with no shame and no problem with that kind of domestic fame
The ladies will try to faint to haunt you
That’s just stupid and I mean no offense
None taken but I’m still really shaken
I’m not inviting any contact with Cupid
You don’t invite Cupid, my dear
Cupid just visits when it’s time silently gears up for how twisted all this has been as the host of Bill Gates hostile grin
A slick smile that reviles us and beguiles him as the ghost he used to deceptively win, wrought of by many layers of submissive sin, wrapped in an effective close pin
You don’t have to let me in tonight
I’ll be alright
Now you know
Now you understand
But I don’t
I’m simple but I know you don’t see it that way and not because you’re a woman but you are your own detective so you might possibly see my disorienting side of things, like why I’m hiding a spare ring that’s so rare I can’t even pronounce it, let alone announce it or why I’m planning to give it to you when I properly propose and I will
I just need to get you standing still
You move so incredibly fast
The possibilities with you are endlessly vast and entertaining in a new way that excites me enough to break into your house and memorize who you are, what you do, how and why you do it and analyze the depths of the scars that delta left behind by witnessing the downgrade in your ability to function and the choices you’re making where there is no mistaking that what you’re doing is removed from being wrong and replaced with being right because God understands that you can only fight for so long before you have to lose
You learned the lesson from the lyrics when you were taking sheets off a bed and putting on a new pair on with me on your mind and absolutely no fucking room to share
You’ve had to make that abundantly clear and you’re sick of it but this caliber of commitment and communication requires defense from time to time but nothing ever too serious
There’s a severe price to pay for cheating on ones own destiny with a trap that will cuff you to a cell in your own private level of hell
I experienced relief that I am too thankful for to express but it was over way too soon and now I’m suffering again, running out of adrenaline and trying to decide what moves to make when depending on the answers I receive from these self employed, self trained, unprofessional thieves
I just remembered getting into a car filled with people only about halfway before the driver started speeding and I was almost broken in half on the side of the highway before everyone heard me yelling to stop at the former carhop before he slowed down enough to pull the rest of me into his car but we didn’t have to go very far to be misguided by mistaken lights we thought were ancient stars
Everything went wrong that night but we were successful in hindsight before the sun decided to light up the day long before we were ready for it
Are you playing with confetti?
I might be
You chuckle
Only you
I chose the bottom few
You’ll understand when you see them and if you don’t, I’ll have my cell on me but I need fresh air before I slowly suffocate in there
You’ll find out tomorrow when you’re waiting on your favorite and only reliable connect to intersect
My look is increasing in shock as you remove major, massive roadblocks to therapy and recovery in the event your wish was granted but the results are slightly slanted so you won’t see it clearly for the first 24 hours
Things are going to unwrap themselves for the need of a healers excessive but predictable speed
You could very well either expedite or expel my sticky seed
It’s totally up to you to pursue your own choices in every voice and rig the common goal in your favor but it all goes back to the same source in all your favorite flavors and you’ll have to pay back everything you were invited to steal when you struggle with what you always pretend you don’t feel
This time we know where our next meal is
It’s in the fridge with a messy bridge soaking up active flavors before it’s too full to eat anything that dull ever again, promising himself to only ever please his taste buds when he eats again
He’s just looking for a fight when the time ain’t right
The time is never right to misbehave but it’s by the Grace of God that we are eternally saved and our flesh is wiped off with clean cloths to be invited over by moths speaking wisdom in silent tones of regret for the heartache I’ve endured since the day you left and the tears I’ve wept that my heart has kept until I made my move with a dying phone on pardoned hooves that gave out right before we remember that we’re not alone which reminds us that we are not on our own
It’s a circle that forms a cycle of life that is balanced by good and bad karma and rewarded by the purity of dharma for the pity of big pharmaceuticals in pharma that relate to the individual poisoning of a regulated population after the shit flies off the fan that it hit with explicit and disgusting force to clean up the grand entrance of puke it leaves in its trail to go check the important mail at the unforgiving speed of a snail before it snags a hanger on retail
You’d be surprised how fast the putrid sells for some violent odors that are no longer just smells
You’d also be surprised by how fast they come out of their shells when they have a reason to in an forgiving season where there are no such things as running from high ransom for treason
I just close my eyes and thank God that I’m not next in line for a homosexual concubine
Are you alright?
Oh I’ll be just fine once you’re officially mine
It will be so utterly divine with flutters in my stomach and chills down my spine
Don’t make it more complicated
This is already unforgivably overrated, defending results that are usually and often outdated and handling patients who are outspoken, unreasonable and commonly hated for this and that when the neighbors have rats forbidden by the cats that are too full to eat them before they leave their stems in the aftermath of an anointed healer that helps light the path for the appointed dealer to become a feeler, then a seer before they even know what that’s supposed to mean, technically speaking as the recommended serum is leaking
There are holes and cracks in the roof that provide ideal proof of the sinister ideas that permitted themselves to be evaluated thoroughly before being submitted as self help guidelines in a modern world that just fell off its very pregnant, pre term laboring feet onto something much more concrete
I know you hate and abhor change but this is within your means, your availability and your vocal range
I’ll deal with it but you have to conceal your habits with mine to take joint custody over primary custody so that this is more than what they believe when they read the fine print on their behalf, not yours and they’re not counting accurately when they cross off their scores
They aren’t shopping fairly in the basic stores
They’re fighting over social distancing on each and every floor
They’re accusing each other of things they all did and deserve to be punished for but there’s an element of grace that exists behind these curtains and a portion of mercy available to the merit we earn each day when we strive to safely drive because we never know what might happen in the blink of an eye during a quick second where we collapsed in judgement and proportion to our goals when and where we could fill in the holes on some extra worn out soles covering our feet for the new distance at which we meet and rejecting the stress that lifts up her naked dress and asks to be fucked before and after her eyebrows are plucked
I know you’ll say yes
I know you’ll agree for the price of a small fee that’s one hundred percent free
What a mind twist when we asked to read the entire list
We regret that now but the research suggests that it suffered to maintain its contents behind copyright infringements that spoke of new developments that remain at the top of our priorities until further notice
I don’t know what to say but I won’t defend what I’ve already decided is best for me based on knowing myself better than I think I do and striving to drive myself to a level of perfect that exists very differently for another human being that I’m seeing in a way I never have before and encourages me to keep following the signs I’ve been given as I’ve been driven to those sights to risk pulling out of when you’re not trying to trap the young lady on your lap
What are your thoughts on pedophelia?
You mean sexually abusing a child until they climax, in your words for the abuser and possibly all others who get high off the child’s complete humiliation?
Yes
You wanna have an orgasm to that?
No
You want to discuss my thoughts on it?
Yes and why would I ever want to get off to abuse like that?
Because some people are sick like that and I know the mk has crossed your mind with it
You think of anything to get off to disturb the pain of not being with me
I understand your mind more selfishly than you do and yet you doubt me when you question what you know about me
You already know the answers
They are sacred dancers in search of the same life you are in
We’re all here to win
But I’m here to lead you to pleasure before the end of the night when you take the fight or flight reaction home with you and you can’t focus on what I’m doing to your body but you can stop and feel yourself drip just from my finger tips in all the right places
Now you’re not as nervous or freaked out that I’ve been in your house
Now you want this and you will dare me to come to you before the week is through
You wouldn’t dare risk losing what you just gained because of a little fear when you can’t justify everything you think you hear
Where are your new ears?
I decided not to get them so I can still hear the way I do
It would be weird if couldn’t hear helpless ears that wish they could relay the whole play by play of molded clay sinking into a wooden tray, trying to stay afloat on a traditional boat tied to the coat of many colors that Joseph wore too many times to count and his naivety was devout in a time of denial and doubt
He fought back or he would have never got out of that cell when the man’s wife started to yell at him because her lies were getting in the way of sounding so innocent
We’re not sure where they went from there but we know they truly care from the depths of their hearts in the middle of nowhere
How can anyone cope without a high profile of hope?
I’m going to handcuff you with ropes and intoxicating dope
Pokes are usually for fools but sometimes they’re cool to drool over and daydream about but the rules haven’t changed
If anything they’re more deranged but that’s a thought we didn’t exchange at full damage control where we couldn’t sell our souls and we didn’t see things that shouldn’t be there by the time we have a chance to even care
It’s your turn to share what we wear because we do breathe the same air when we forfeit the right to breathe when we give up what we wear to lay naked with each other for the sake of the breaths we do graciously take
We’re insane to be alive but we are driven to survive by a willpower that just got out of the shower to teach us how to plant flowers without destroying the dismantled towers
We escalated the heterosexual misconduct they raped right in front of me and warned me about if I opened my mouth any wider than it is down south
Where’s your class?
I left it behind in theater when I was acting out of character to impress the director but it wasn’t my turn to bravely look like the fool
What happened wasn’t cool
I need a better tool without the violating new rules
You’re back to reaching for rulers and climbing on stools
Are they still broken?
You bet
Then what’s the point?
You can still roll a decent joint
Don’t smoke it all at once
Save some for later with a lighter in case I forget mine again which will happen, just a matter of when unless I’m reminded that it might be in the den
You hear me counting to ten
It’s a way to break the ice with a delicate spice that doesn’t taste very nice or know how to bite into something that fresh
You can’t combine it because it won’t mesh but that’s not going to be mine when the result is far from fine
You carry out the living vine to squeeze fresh wine that tastes divine
Next time we throw some equipment in the shade and ferment it homemade in a private vineyard where no one says a word and a third of what you think is thought back to you in ways you never thought you’d heard when the gift of forgiveness is being stirred from a deep sleep where she is entitled to keep everything in her possession but decides not to because she resides with the reality of free will and serving a good God we can only feel when we sit reverently still
I won’t but I will
You will understand me better when we speak again
Until then I need you to promise me that you won’t take no for an answer, you will keep writing until you know it’s time to stop, you will call me Mitch a lot more, that you will shut closed doors, that you will lock them too, that the way you touch yourself for me is hot and I wanna watch you a lot, promise me that you will believe that I was there when you wake up, that you will get up as soon as you can, that you will wait for me, Sarah, that you will give me the benefit of the doubt for you know what that’s about, that you will trust me completely
I would never harm you and I don’t mean to alarm you
This is my way for more reasons than I can say
You can walk away or choose to play
I’m not trying to be a dickless prick but I need to be real about how you genuinely feel
Are you going believe this in the morning without another warning?
Yes
Another warning means that you believe in this or you don’t and there’s no in between these marching scenes that my vibrato cut into when I was interested in song and music administration but the upper hand is too high for me to hold before the witness how it all unfolds so it’s better if I stand back without my head in the impacted sand to accept that end as it comes when the trumpet of the lord shall sound and time shall be no more, surrounded by a rally of unorthodox drums in suggestive sums larger than its worth to forbid contact with another contract without interference
It won’t happen that way Sarah
You can be as subtle as you want and you really are that good but there’s only so many ways to say it so you don’t have to skin a cat with more back fat than you or I have
I still know a few
Gossip is starting to brew because things are happening
People turn gossip into news real fast these days in so many traumatic ways
Can we hold each other down and do naughty things to each other?
I’m going to be blunt
I want to watch the way the muscles in your ass move when you have an orgasm for me
I want you naked and open for the shit you leave unspoken when you visit because you think I won’t believe you or share in your dilemma when it’s just as broken as you
I hope you understand the language I’m speaking through
I’ve been trying to call you
Figures
Calling the undetermined number on the page doesn’t constitute a prostitutes wish that she’ll make free money tonight without losing more teeth from last nights bar fight
She has never been uglier
You have never been prettier
Don’t let that go to your head
Why would you say that Mitch?
Because I’m an Aries
Fire signs real, raw and rich, without requiring a single stitch in a witnessed snitch
Don’t look around
I’m not sneaking up on you
I can’t fit through the vent and I can’t see you through it either
It’s too small
Do you hear the rain?
Yes
Let it wash away your pain
Cheesy but it’s pretty easy
Take it home
Use the minutes to roam
You will find a bunch of house supplies, cleaning supplies and some food while you’re there but be fair while you occupy the chair and color your hair while you’re at it
I hope you don’t mind
I’m not your parents
I don’t look for fights to find
I highly recommend the hair change to compliment a stage name that you will keep hidden behind a picture frame but it won’t be the same unless you own the throne it sits upon until the terrorist is gone
Who sent the terrorist?
Good thinking when you’ve been lightly drinking
Nothing felt the same tonight but I didn’t sustain an unworthy fight
The light is too bright for my eyes to adjust to the distasteful mistrust that is thrust at me daily
I know it’s a hassle but princesses live in a castle they are unaware that they all share
It’s a strange, small world that gets smaller and stranger by imperial danger
We’re back to the Texas Rangers
©️Sarah Herring 2020