Something you should know about yourself is that you never do anything by accident, even if you aren't conscious of your choices that led you to apologize to your highest self. Your highest self is capable of changing the settings at any time. Some things are unavoidable lessons that you will think are a mistake. You don't know what you're actually avoiding when you make a "mistake". That mistake could result into the translated opportunity for something that's never been done before or the potential for changing the stigma on something non traditional.