The Lordes & Ladies of Language

My genre, my specialty, are poetic rituals. I write a client their own personal poem for free as a preview of what they'll get with me weekly/biweekly/monthly. Some of my poetry is brutal and complicated to understand but it will activate you if you are open to it. I've been writing for 20 years. I started as a 9 year old and I am now 29, almost 30, making my experience nearly 21 years. I've had people ask me how on earth I'm able to write the way I do. It's a gift. It's my witchy/sorceress side that cast spells and does ritualistic readings. My wand is my pen. The spell are my words. I didn't just wake up and start writing at an elite level overnight. It took YEARS to reach this level of language.

The Inside

The Inside
Do you remember a story about a girl on the inside who died by the hands of her enemies, which included someone she had defended who pretended to need help?
No one cares unless it happens to them. Then it becomes a problem. Are you ready to face these atrocious intrusions with me?
There is no need to forgive or forget the past when it leads to dead last. You just need to let go until you’re ready to forgive. Often, you won’t realize that you’ve forgive a situation until you think about it and the hate, the resentment, the resistance is no longer there. It’s breathing fresh air, distributed by pure intention that was born of love.
You will succeed passionately. There’s no need to act foolishly for fame. There is no reason to embrace greed for the sake of a name. You’re preparing for the ultimate showdown in the third dimensional perspective that still gives death row the right to live and room to breathe and grow.

❤️

One of my best friend’s favorite poems by me ends with above sentence and I just channeled that for you so you know its true to a depth that didn’t exist before. I added to the end of it. I’m just letting it sit. I’m letting it marinate in the creative flow that seasons all its prior reasons to behold the dainty apathy of its subjects. We must pay our respects.
One finite thing about you is not tolerating disrespect from anyone at any time. You’re too strong to stand down when your missing crown is in the hands of an opponent you were chosen to defeat when you dropped your phone in the middle of the street but that doesn’t change the odds of the destiny you’re about to meet. This is concrete. This is credible. This is your story. Here & now & only you know how.
Copyright Holy Sorcery
7/14/2021

Lady Liberty

You don’t love him like I do

You don’t love him at all

It must be so limiting to feel so mighty and yet so utterly small and un important, left to blame for everything that goes wrong, left and right, up and down and well you know, in and out but that shouldn’t surprise your overbite

So he’s left to punching walls with bloody knuckles for you and your friends shits, giggles and chuckles when his self esteem plummets and his free spirit buckles because he’s a slave to your destruction

He sees what you are and you hate me for showing him without ever touching him on the purest whim

You have to rape and manipulate with blackmail and red tape before he caves to your demands with only an after thought of escape but you will fail

You thought I’d never know but you underestimated me too greatly for the gods of eden to dismiss the arrogance that karma looks for when she’s hunting down her next crown for that and maybe even for this

You saw my abilities with the eyes of materialistic utilities that you could pass along to the next pack of blood suckers while they line up to pucker

I saw your hatred before you did and I resented myself for not fixing you but there was no way to

You are the bitter middle child to the babysitter your daddy had a crush on when his wife was gone

You were fed crumbs until your lips bled

You were dissolved into the barren womb of a mother who didn’t want you and a father who didn’t know you were born until you were old enough to scorn

Broken is forlorn to the summers last song when you were robbed of your dignity and your liberty in a mugging gone wrong

But that doesn’t give you the right to judge my story or attempt to steal my glory

It never belonged to you so you won’t have it for long

You got away with your crimes for now so you can turn over the lies you’re still telling when you cross your I’s and dot your T’s after you check the spelling but you will bow to your maker the second you pick up the salt and pepper shaker

Sugar and spice are all very nice but you forgot what they say about doing it twice

You ran out of time by setting your timer when the experience is meant to happen without limits but you can’t wait long enough to visit the morgue when you’re on your way home with groceries that won’t go back unless your phone starts to roam

You’re ten feet behind where you usually are because your were caught off guard that something peculiar landed in your yard the day after you received an empty greeting card

Your choices are catching up to you when the speedometer hits 100 but you paid your respects to the very ones you reject

Insincerity is vastly unappreciated and noticed at all levels with a stethoscope in their hands to prove their innocence in the glimpse of no hope

You return to your post with brimming contentment for the future of your ludicrous plans with little room to believe that God scans your intentions on zoom

You flew home to tamper with a project that you left behind with me in mind but your cat was kind enough to delete it before you could save it to an empty file you’ve had for a while

Walking by my house with your reasons is stalking me but you will be exposed at the changing of the next season

You don’t own him

Fattening to be slim to distract the idol of your mind from falling behind in the disgrace that appears written in Hebrew letters across your face

It isn’t your fucking place

It isn’t your story

You stepped in at the wrong time but refused to leave when you were told silver isn’t gold

You went to take the hike that broke your bike into pieces of matter that bent near the dried paint splatter

You’re getting tired and looks don’t get easier to find when your makeup wears off and your wrinkles shape your eyes until you can’t help but cry

Your glow is gone

Your smile is afraid and it should be because you aren’t a glittery maid

You’re a shady old bag lady that gripes when the fruit is too ripe and gags on her food when she can’t swallow her vitamins when they get shrewd

Your body is falling apart and your heart is filled with the hatred that eats at your bones until you stop throwing stones at the people that helped and respected you but were treated with contempt at the exemption of understanding your thoughts better than I do

Remember how I heard them and you were freaked out?

You wanted to know what that was about but you’re a coward that walks in unprecedented shoes when you know uncertainty is tapping at your door

You open it, concealed by more than half of the rage you’ve been flinging at your lonely old age in rancid buckets of blemishes on your damaged skin

Half of that effort goes to hell for being thin but at the same time you can’t find a place to sit, stand or sleep until your second morning alarm beeps in frustration that you never made it to bed because all these crowded thoughts are over your sacrilegious head and you ignore the evidence that would show you how to feel instead

Your motivation is dead but that’s a good thing because I’ve already moved 10 steps ahead

You lost the retail cost when you bit your tongue on an expensive set of toys that don’t thrill your needy little boys

It’s not something you’ll ever enjoy

You sipped on a cup of coffee that burned your mouth until you relaunched your decision to re-employ the Jersey girl from the south

Are you frightened you might not make amends or it just depends?

On what?

What she says or what you hear?

She won’t believe her ears

Neither will you but you’ll have no choice in giving her back her voice with a thousand precious ringtones that remind her of her rightful throne

You are sick and twisted but you can’t type how slick you think you are in time to covet another girl’s success at recess

You must share the playground if you want your privileges to be found

The park dances in the dark to the sound of you leaving and laughs at your attempts to hide your dry heaving

Vomit colors the grass as you hit the stems with your ass, smearing your phone as the glass cracks in sharp stacks on the corners of your otter box as it falls from your pocket, landing on your socks

Your wishes aren’t granted and your intentions aren’t planted

They will spoil in their aluminum foil as the sun burns them alive because you were the last of multiple wives to be remembered that fast

Your seeds will sprout weeds that choke your plants into submission, inviting fire ants to cover your pants

I don’t want to see what’s underneath the thief that stole your clothes and sold you to their owner’s bosses so they could quickly count their losses

They will shoot you up with shit you’ve never seen until you can’t piss clean for miss priss on your prides timetable when you are aren’t ready or able to provoke someone’s emotions that cling to being unstable

You are a vicious beast at the very least that roars in the silence just to be heard when you could rule the silence without a single word of violence

You are unaware of the presents that bestow me with the opportunity to identify with why you’re trying to pry unless you are simply intent in rotting in hell, then I shall go ahead and tell you how shy you’re about to be when the chains are broken and the cuffs are unlocked by a key that was in stock, freeing me of your name and your role in my reality

The death toll is taking a poll that you don’t want to be on

The future is long gone

It’s a fraternal fondness absorbed into motion with the devotion of many waters washing over its first step to prep the neighborhood for its basket of goods that we found supplying the energy and the power only found deep in the woods

You cover your head with your hood

You’re getting cold for an afterthought I once maliciously foretold which I’m sorry for but it was never my problem like you are

You inflicted some of my deepest scars but you will soon see what you sowed when you chased me away from my twin flame to prove your unworthy name

Your selfish desires started a fire that you can’t put out ever with your cleverest endeavor

You will be shunned at your house and forced to remain quieter than a mouse

You will never entertain another uneven house guest with your Sunday morning or evening best, not even the smallest requests

You are a whore but writing you this was a necessary chore

I think you’ve had enough but I want a little more

I want you to feel my pain in the way I do before I expose you

I want you to see joy snatched from your grip with poised fingertips from which indexed poison drips

How many times does the song skip?

It’s walking with a limp because it got raped and beaten by its pimp when it dared to scream that it’s not a wimp

You dared to scream at all and you almost died against the battered wall but like you already know, it never really mattered

You overdosed into a coma on the streets of Oklahoma

Your lucky stars saved you that night when there was no one in sight so why do you behave this way?

Why don’t you find a way to pray?

Why don’t you treat others the way they treated you when they didn’t have to?

What would Jesus do?

Tell me

I already know

You’re starting to show

Is it his?

I’m sure you’re lying but I’m still the one crying and he’s the one dying

This can’t go on anymore

What did He die for?

He didn’t die and he won’t but the directions are obviously still lying and trying to deflect the conversation from the epitome of hell when you are not feeling well

Morning sickness will triple it’s slickness but you alone are responsible for your irresponsible choices when you couldn’t see where you were going but you asked some random stranger to help you get inside when you were drunk with toxic pride

The stranger didn’t confide but left you tied to your bed in no hope of untying the severed ropes

He finished in you and left a mess he didn’t clean up so you can squirt into a cup when you have to pee for me

One, two, three

Maybe four or five

Definitely six

This is too illicit to fix

Hit me like a ton of bricks but hit you harder than that before he took off his buddy’s hat

He was too thin to be fat but too chubby to get hard with his ass hanging out in the open yard with your dogs ineffectively on guard

He was too messy to be clean but too clean to leave evidence of his provoked offense

Even the officers said you’re lying when the truth is too obvious to believe that you could actually conceive without the motive to deceive my flame into doing something he won’t do

He’s not your slave

He’s a hero I came here to save

I will and I shall

You won’t stop me

Neither will your penpals

You’re not worthy

You’re not a mother for raising your brother

You are a wounded woman displaced by life’s agenda and heartbroken by your own when you did your best to leave life alone

You won’t pick up the phone

You’re too scared to ask for help and you can’t bribe others who are involved with staying home as long as they can if they can get to safety soon enough to call a real bluff

If they don’t, you lose to me like I almost lost to you but too efficiently to deny me rent for the last half of the most recent paycheck you spent

Going into debt for clinical and environmental theft

Where are your assets kept?

Were they frozen as you slept?

Sleep is the sweetest thing until we can’t control was happens to us especially when we wake up and we know that something did but everyone wants to pretend that you didn’t try to defend yourself in the shadows by your built in shelf

So you slept your way to the top under the scrutiny of every tight nosed gum drop when it was time to shop until it was time to stop

You see me as the girl you never were but always wanted to be

I see you as the girl I was but will never be again in the advancement of every employee that knows where and when

Mitch is not your bitch

He’s not your boy toy

Your nicknames are not his identity and your jabs have nothing to do with him

They’re about you

You lean on an illusion you have sinned to keep in your REM sleep, during your worst nightmares when no was there to care

Are you keeping it?

I don’t know

I don’t want a child

You shouldn’t abort the same products you precariously snort but your only other option is to place the child up for adoption if you’re inclined to be proactive in letting the child live, in choosing to forgive

I don’t want to be a mother to another little brother and if it’s a girl, I would hate her more than I hate you

No offense but it’s true

I don’t care and if I did, you’d never know what I forbid my own kid to do so we don’t pop open the lid on something solid

At least I have respect for you as a person but you just glare at me and roll your eyes a little too hard to shut me out for long

I’m always in the back of your mind but that won’t last much longer because my superiority is stronger

You aren’t aware of who I am because I am protected by the blood of the Lamb and my love, my lover is the head of the Ram

Your car doors slam

You’re all mad

He isn’t the dad

Victory is mine

I partake of the delicious vine, taste testing the vigorous wine

Virtue isn’t your forte in any fucking way

I was genuinely sick the day I asked to go home early and Mitch was in a bad mood before and after he got his food

You were such a bitch back then and you are now

You don’t need to understand what’s next

He won’t read your texts

You won’t know how

You are blocked and the locks were changed when the movers rearranged everything that belongs to the complex

You damaged the floor and the wall with your bed when you were having sex

I don’t want or need the details

Justice will prevail

Peace will reign

None of this is in vain or ever will be

Laundry detergent and bleach will remove those ugly stains

This is the land of the free and home of the brave

It’s also the hand of the smallest beginners fee and the ace of the money you’ll think you’ll save

It’s time to be so brave when the pain comes in waves

You deserve to suffer but you don’t deserve to perish

I have a fraction of mercy to bestow on someone I know but it won’t be you

You should have learned to swim so you don’t drown when the current is holding you down

My revenge is this poem in the emporium of Latter Day Saints that adore the gospel more then you love the air you breathe, shared with a toddler that’s starting to teethe unless you take my advice at a fair price

What an advantage for what Im really willing to offer but I don’t make promises

You should be ashamed of yourself for putting that child’s life on the same shelf you left the missing key on for the handcuffs that called your ridiculous bluff

I’m not willing to compromise with you

You have earned everyone’s ire

I’ve deserted the open fire but you’re sleeping nearby and I don’t intend to comply

You think you know me and my desires but you don’t

You won’t

Not now or ever on the eavesdropping of clever before and after we gather these ties to sever

Allow it to be mutual

We must say goodbye on peaceful terms before we catch each other’s germs

Once again, I would appreciate the same personal respect I produce and provide on the flip side of things where you never get a diamond ring

If you don’t back off, you will find what makes criminals lose their brilliant minds

You will be be framed for every time you were blamed and consulted with others to lie about me but when you turn around, you will see that I’m free

Free from you

Free from them

Free from everyone

Free from your hate

You’re way too late

You’re standing outside the lions gate but it’s closed to all who were opposed to it

You don’t believe in the spirit realms

You don’t believe in a higher power but when your tower moment arrives in fives and tens, you will remember exactly when and then you’ll be justified only to be condemned for the very same reason

Judgement is no friend of treason

Are you occupied?

I’m not sorry for the bruises I left on your pride but I will apologize discreetly for having no mercy once I’ve memorized your number and meditated upon thy slumber

I’m a relative of your mother before she smothered her dna into a vivid display of splendidly gorgeous array

Beauty will fade with riches after every parade

You are hardly self made

You don’t get paid unless you do favors for people who climb their own steeples

Fitting for a seductive slut that landed in a rut and had to deceive a young naive to climb off your death bed because your mother wouldn’t do it instead

Your friends didn’t gather around your bed

Not a single tear was shed

The bleeding stopped before it started if it never bled in the direction your heart was led

You’re lucky to survive a curse from your purse when your wealth has hands, feet and eyes that admit defeat on any eternal prize

Try it on for size

If the shoe fits, wear it but never share it

If I ever see you again, I will seek peace but wonders never cease and I’ve got a lot of forgiving to do before I speak to you

©️Twin Flame Telepathy

Texas Rangers

Give me your tarot cards so I can burn them

You don’t need them anymore

You never did

You know they’re not working and they extend last years groggy end with more insufficient tears

You can try until you learn but I know best

I’m trying to help you avoid a dangerous little pest, dressed in a suit, tie and a vest

Bless his little heart how quickly he confessed when he was asked a simple question that didn’t go as intended but that was better than how the last one ended

Are you distracted?

Yes

How are you feeling?

Comprehending that you have been in my house

You’re quieter than a mouse, quieter than I

It’s a skill very carefully acquired through years of psychological torture by manipulation of the emotions and reactions to emotions

You grab some body lotion

The scent turns me on

You grin

Come on, this is where we begin to use our common sense to win the wager on this irrelevant war but that’s exactly what we’re fighting for

Do you really want more?

I nod as you begin to personally respond to my cues, my clues and my gestures

Just wait until you hear the thesis on my many lectures on latex and textures because it’s so complex

Are you sure this is yours?

You hold up a lighter with a ninja fighter

I shake my head rapidly, amused

This is the part where I used to get abused by JL’s father by any means necessary in his own words when he didn’t want to bother

Sodomy and rape were already in great fucking shape when I tried my first unanticipated, unwanted escape

Speaking of unwanted, I fixed the red tape for no real reason at all until you picked up the duty at city hall in the fall when you finally decided to pick up the phone and call

I answered with enthusiasm but it was the last thing I was expecting to hear for the duration of the rest of the discouraging year

I hesitated out of fear for the rest of the critical mile

I didn’t finish what I started when you distracted me with your unforgettable smile but it’s not your fault you were a victim of a series of domestic and sexual assaults

You were also pregnant

You could have died in childbirth if you didn’t change hospitals when you did

Good job girl

You were brave and you did try to salvage the mess you’re in but you were scorned excessively when you dared to mourn that you were feeding your son peas and corn alone

It wouldn’t matter if he picked up the phone

That’s how you throw a dog a bone and he certainly lies with the dogs

He eats with them too

Just ask him how disgusting he really is

I still wonder how insane I really am to have chosen to have a child with a generational welfare case that I can’t easily erase

I know you need your space before the giant confession you have to face, but..

I don’t need any space from you

I smile because I know it’s true

Did you know your blue eyes dance when you look at mine before they sparkle?

You start grinning which turns them on before the sparkle is temporarily gone

You remind me of the king of Avalon

Is that tarot?

Are you going to keep saying that?

Yes until you get rid of them

They’re tearing the hem of your dress but you can’t feel it yet

How can you forget the other things you said?

I was high when you asked me why I did what I did and why I got scared and hid

I don’t know how to answer you right now but if you give me some time, I will figure out how

Forget the things you just heard

Their irrelevance is compromising and it doesn’t feed our purpose anymore than that final conspiracy does

The idea rides on what takes place inside the scope of our unconscious hope

We might elope if we throw the Gemini eclipse in July’s lips

7 weeks of remarkable energy that speaks of our life together and our commitment and devotion to each other in the presence of my parents and your older brother

Your mother has compromised health at a higher risk for infection with or without a mandatory mask so she was the first to ask about streaming it live on YouTube

Meanwhile I’m preoccupied with genuine feminine pride that the right important people are finally on my side for one hell of a ride while I freeze ice cubes for more chilled alcoholic beverages with leverage on the latest lube

I can’t believe you live like that

By the way, where’s my white hat?

I don’t know

It disappeared one night when I knew I was right but I wasn’t paying attention to anything you were trying to mention

That was again all my fault

You put your hand up to hault me

If we’re twin flames like I think we are, then I’m not I’m not playing anymore games with you or anyone

I’m shooting straight while I patiently wait for the final outcome, whatever that may be but my main goal is to be completely free

I look up to you with the face of a familiar stranger in relative danger in the former custody of the Texas Rangers but Chuck Norris is no longer apart of that old chorus

We need to stop by 7-11 on our way to a paradise thats almost nicer than heaven

So a vacation?

Yes

How long?

However long we can but whatever you’re up to because you’re the man behind the steering wheel when I’m too clumsy to feel what still needs to properly heal

Where and what is our next meal?

Is there food to steal?

Are we really that desperate?

No there’s another way but you’ll have to be brave because this is no joke when I say it’s too real

I close my eyes because I don’t want to see a man that was made of steel and I don’t want to feel what was in his heart when he stood 6 feet apart from an unknowing victim that was told he needed to hit the gym

Beer bottles were filled to the brim when he was clearly too drunk to swim

The lights were too dim to see what he was doing and the trap he was pursuing when he thought he knew what he was doing with someone else’s ungluing

What an immense defense to claim they didn’t kill somebody when autopsies were too blurry to study

This could get really damn bloody when the rain washes the dirt until it’s too muddy

That’s why I waited to use the bathroom because the stalls were all cruddy

Are you in the mood for someone to lose their job?

Why would I be in the mood for that?

Because it’s us they were to planning to rob

I’m more shocked than furious but I’m also a little bit curious

Curious about what?

What happens when you lock a door God didn’t shut

You mean us?

I always do

Well I wanted to make sure

I didn’t want to assume because that’s not always true

I have something to show you that fell apart because I had to glue it back together so many times from the various crimes my cat committed against it

I pull up a chair so you can comfortably sit

It’s a family heirloom that was abandoned in my aunts old dusty room

A toy for our first child whom I already named in ancient journal entries that I safely filed

There’s a reason and a plan to do all we can for the baby’s bloodline that inherits that toy, preferably if it’s a little boy

Every mothers pride and joy or so she says until you hear what she really thinks after they go to bed

You would often eavesdrop in utter dread

Are they being given wine with their bread?

You’d be appalled at the stories I’ve heard that identified as legally dead but their breathing was teasing the parts of the universe that we find pleasing and they were suddenly restored to full chapters and books based on the order of their looks in recent texts and the rules that say next in a minimal context that remains unruly and perplexed

When will you end her suffering?

Very soon

Like they always used to say, once in a blue moon

She doesn’t like cartoons or platoons that eat with forks rather than spoons

The phone rings and you answer it by the amusement parks only set of swings

Hello

Well good afternoon

How are you?

You were foretold

By who?

And what do you mean?

What an introduction

I apologize

Likewise

Are you prepared to lose?

Excuse me?

Just answer me

Then yes

My psychic foretold you when I was picking out my wedding dress

I think it’s time to confess

I called ahead and gave your name to the priest to bless

Wow what an honor and a privilege

You’re not mad?

Why would I be mad?

Or angry or sad?

I would repeat myself but I don’t need to

No you don’t

I’m glad you’re not mad

I won’t fight you

I’m sorry

It’s ok

Like I said I’m not mad

Oh the mind games you play

Not like your mom and dad

Aren’t you glad?

Yes

This is your portal right to me, Princess

Your birthright is nothing less

Tomorrow is always something to borrow

Don’t try to borrow tomorrow’s trouble or sorrow either

Mitch, am I all there?

Who really cares?

Let them stare

They don’t know you and they never will

I know you’re ready to kill when she’s too distracted to notice that she’s not strong or steady

You are thrilled to deliver this alarming news to the wayward woman with no shoes that left a phantom bruise on your delicately thick skin before your higher self let her in only to fix her part in breaking your heart and sincerely apologizing for what she did even if you never accept it for you or your kids

She doesn’t blame you if you don’t

I have nothing to ever say to her besides get lost or I will get a restraining order for an order of restraint that’s hiding it’s borders from the extra paint

We promise you won’t faint or have to wait longer than a few minutes for your date with destined fate so it definitely won’t be late and it wasn’t

Do you have any more of what I want?

Yes I do

Can I have some please?

I want you to earn it tonight

Oh you are such a mysterious tease

No more than you

How do I earn it?

Clean my house for me like you used to

Like I used to?

You heard me

When did I ever clean your house for you? I don’t remember that at all

It was last fall when I tried to call

I think you blocked my number in your halftime slumber but you don’t remember what it was or what the hell it does

Your flaws are no worse than societies obscene laws

That’s where we draw the inappropriate line because we have no idea where to put the anatomy of a bare foot

That’ll change your outlook if you respect the rules and go by the book until you gain enough ground to slip away and never be found

No one wants that liability but that’s your problem

It’s theirs

They don’t care that you’re still on poverty’s frontlines with not much defense to redefine how you’re treated there as opposed to anywhere else

Well that’s not fair

Nothing is

What else is new?

You tell me

You’re the one wearing the other shoe

That’s only for you

I think I know who you are and what you do but I’m not convinced it’s totally sincere

I question is why you’re doing this right here

Maybe I’m being unclear with my unwarranted fear

I would say so

That’s why you won’t show at first but when it matters the most, you’ll be ready to burst with an undeniable thirst for the finer things in life as my eternal wife

If you heed my warnings, you will be waking up with me in the mornings

I know that’s what you want and need the most and that’s why you didn’t stay on the east coast

There’s a time to be quiet and a time to boast

There’s a time to fast and a time to prepare and partake of the feast you nicely insisted we roast

We’re glad we did

We have leftovers for days to eat in creative ways while the dog sits or stays but knows better than to beg for food when I’m never in the right mood to tolerate the pain in the ass the poor lass is

You passed the lucrative quiz

I watch you stare at your soda while you let it fizz, wondering if it’s his

She didn’t even keep it

She hates disabled children with a passion

That explains so much about her

Yes it does

You have no idea and you don’t need to

I have better ideas for you but you have to follow through

I will

I’m convinced that you will even when you don’t want to

I know you want to flee but I heavily disagree with any plans you make without me

We’re a team

Absolutely

We live a quiet and tender dream not many will ever understand but they don’t have to believe in what we do

Carry it through

That’s emphasized here

Are you mocking my oracle cards?

Not exactly but I might as well be

You’re forgetting the importance of why you left them outside in your other room to begin with, Sarah

Yes I know, Mitch

Does that mean leave you alone?

No, I don’t usually get that way with you

That’s true

Sometimes I just wish you would pick up the damn phone

It’s really not that hard to buy a prepaid you can discard or just disregard until it’s time to talk again when we decided where and when we’re going to get artificially laid until the day you decide to stay by my side and I can experience your love with mine and your arms open wide

That hotel is where we stayed when our flight was delayed and we were more than a little dismayed

It was well played and well thought out to ridicule the bait that told us we were required to wait for endless hours while the members took their sweet time in the showers with their devious prepaid powers they use only after hours in their private cell towers from mansions of virtual science you can touch with your fingers before your sixth senses gather too much to linger by the time they start tingling

When your ears are ringing and your eyes are lightly stinging with unfelt tears prior to these exhausted years, you are experiencing the mindfuck they like to tuck behind domestic ears in reverence of what the deaf can’t hear when they talk about them behind their backs and mock them into condemning themselves and others by assigning shelves to place their alter ego that pleases their mothers, fathers, sisters and brothers

The whole family is quite the engineer because they display no visible fear

Can you calm down?

My heart is pounding

I know

Why are you doing this?

Doing what?

Why are you in my house like this?

Stop avoiding my questions

Because I can and because I need to for now

Show me why and show me how

I can’t do that yet

It will spoil my plans

What plans?

To seduce you in the most intimate way possible

By scaring me?

No, by staring at you and searching for you among the crowd when the endless noise of the world gets so loud that it’s too loud for the proud of heart that say half of what they mean and hide the rest so you can find it in the birds nest outside your window where a beautiful garden grows among the trees that sway gently in the wind that neatly blows in an entertaining flow that flocks to your maternally biological clock

You have such a way with words don’t you?

I might have a few, however this is long over due and I will never get over you so let’s just put the naughty past behind us with a sacred pledge to remind us of our convictions to help mankind

We have terms and conditions, rules that need to reapply and pursue the entire hiring process to be reconsidered for active duty

This isn’t for fun

Fun is playing games for the sole advantage of taking names and filing claims while we owe them nothing for our shameless performances

Freedom is banging on both doors, sinking deeply into our pores and cleansing us of all unethical behavior and unrighteousness before God the Father that does care enough to bother

See what I mean?

Yeah

Just yeah?

I mean yes

You know I have a lot on my mind with all these synchronicities you’re starting to find

I told you I have secrets, I keep secrets and I deal in secret

It’s the way and thinking of a retired vet that’s weary of making false bets but I haven’t made a mistake here yet

No you haven’t and you won’t

You are safe here with me, whether you can or can’t, do or dont, will or won’t

It’s up to you but I know you’ll honor what’s tried to be true so thank you in advance for all you’ve done behind the scenes and all you’re doing now, along with all you’ll do in the future

You’ve made some profitable vows without selling yourself a scam and that really makes me proud of who I am as your sponsor and trainer, manager and boss because at any rate, those who once opposed us are now long gone, and it is their loss for choosing envy to get even with being bored with the queen of swords

Old habits die hard, honey

This shit ain’t funny when it’s the demonic, plastic hands of a playboy bunny

Aren’t they men?

A lot of them are

That’s tragic

No that’s black magic

Fingering you would just be so much easier than just lingering my touch as more than such you wish to speak of when your dignity is always cherished and you are dearly loved

I surprise you with a tongue touching kiss you’d hate to miss thats considering the chance to re-enlist where you’d place your fist because someone insists that you pay for an extra ticket to make up for what you already missed but your representative tells them to back off the deliberately misdiagnosed girl that appears half her age in her late twenties that just so happen to be trapped in a metaphorical cage while her alter ego takes the stage until her higher self returns from the ashes she says still burns at every breathtaking turn while there are still intimidating lessons to collectively and personally learn before she realizes that no one can do it for her but that’s always a worthy plus

The substandard substitute that once abused substances came forward today to apologize for how long it took her to get sober when she started a year ago from last October

She relapsed a little bit when the pandemic hit but there’s nothing to show for it

Her arms were always clean but her urine was an ungodly color that concerned every doctor in the building until it was confirmed that it was simply heavy drug use for someone her size and that that qualified her even more for winning that circumcised prize

It was worth every uncircumcised choice that led her to the blood that bled for her when nothing else would and took her to a revisited, reconsidered and reconstructed notion that she would die if we didn’t stop the bleeding immediately

Miracles are real because she started to heal from that hemorrhage in her hemisphere that prompted another miscarriage that might as well ruin the provocative marriage or will it?

Provocative?

You heard me

You get greedy with your lips but I find myself wanting the potato chips before I hand them over to you

You take them from me and secure your lips over mine at another angle that climaxes before I do

You really like that word don’t you?

It’s classy and sophisticated so I don’t mind writing it

You mind writing the other words?

Yes

Why?

Because I was raised like a Mormon before I endured the demolished, unpolished years that left me in Gorman

You’re a Mormon now

Only for now and I have many reasons

Is another man one of them?

Absolutely not

I’m sorry for asking you so bluntly like that but I prefer strict honesty

I don’t believe in beating around Moses burning bush and relaxing with some red kush

I believe in the cusp of truth that inherits our perverted youth, draining them of their addictions, detoxing the predatory unboxing, supplying them with the necessary oxygen because the dr doesn’t know when or how long, unleashing the power of our testimonies on deaf ears that don’t and won’t care, and gaining control over their minds by using forced submission, by all means with re-enforced permission

You’re here

I can’t get in though

I’m locked out in the garage but I have a way out and no I’m not telling you about it

I wasn’t asking

But you’re vying to and that’s almost the same thing baby

It’s just defiance in a modern day engagement ring

Its supposed to hurt like hell right before it really stings

Well that’s nice to know but I forgot how much I’m starting to show

Again?

Since when?

I’m not sure but I haven’t been with anyone else since way back then and you knew my every move with a masterful zen

I know you’re nervous

I can feel you with every inch of me

I won’t test your asshole to see how tight it is because I don’t need to know

It will open for me when it’s relaxed, not over worked or over taxed, and the directions on exactly how to massage and finger it are faxed right over to my private office so I can refer to it when I take you there later

There is no greater seduction than taking control of you in your own house with no ill intent because I’m rent with sexual fury and rage and when you see me, you won’t have a choice but to handle me while you handle your parents because they’re handling your son but you will know God by the time I’m done

OH, this should be so much enthusiastic, breath hitching fun

Don’t even try to run

I will catch you and when I do, I will do things that make you gag yourself so my hands can be free to roam, trace and comb my fingers and hands wherever the hell they belong when you’re writhing in your sleep and masturbating in the dark in the middle of the night to a quiet man that will make you scream his name as loud as he can with no shame and no problem with that kind of domestic fame

The ladies will try to faint to haunt you

That’s just stupid and I mean no offense

None taken but I’m still really shaken

I’m not inviting any contact with Cupid

You don’t invite Cupid, my dear

Cupid just visits when it’s time silently gears up for how twisted all this has been as the host of Bill Gates hostile grin

A slick smile that reviles us and beguiles him as the ghost he used to deceptively win, wrought of by many layers of submissive sin, wrapped in an effective close pin

You don’t have to let me in tonight

I’ll be alright

Now you know

Now you understand

But I don’t

I’m simple but I know you don’t see it that way and not because you’re a woman but you are your own detective so you might possibly see my disorienting side of things, like why I’m hiding a spare ring that’s so rare I can’t even pronounce it, let alone announce it or why I’m planning to give it to you when I properly propose and I will

I just need to get you standing still

You move so incredibly fast

The possibilities with you are endlessly vast and entertaining in a new way that excites me enough to break into your house and memorize who you are, what you do, how and why you do it and analyze the depths of the scars that delta left behind by witnessing the downgrade in your ability to function and the choices you’re making where there is no mistaking that what you’re doing is removed from being wrong and replaced with being right because God understands that you can only fight for so long before you have to lose

You learned the lesson from the lyrics when you were taking sheets off a bed and putting on a new pair on with me on your mind and absolutely no fucking room to share

You’ve had to make that abundantly clear and you’re sick of it but this caliber of commitment and communication requires defense from time to time but nothing ever too serious

There’s a severe price to pay for cheating on ones own destiny with a trap that will cuff you to a cell in your own private level of hell

I experienced relief that I am too thankful for to express but it was over way too soon and now I’m suffering again, running out of adrenaline and trying to decide what moves to make when depending on the answers I receive from these self employed, self trained, unprofessional thieves

I just remembered getting into a car filled with people only about halfway before the driver started speeding and I was almost broken in half on the side of the highway before everyone heard me yelling to stop at the former carhop before he slowed down enough to pull the rest of me into his car but we didn’t have to go very far to be misguided by mistaken lights we thought were ancient stars

Everything went wrong that night but we were successful in hindsight before the sun decided to light up the day long before we were ready for it

Are you playing with confetti?

I might be

You chuckle

Only you

I chose the bottom few

You’ll understand when you see them and if you don’t, I’ll have my cell on me but I need fresh air before I slowly suffocate in there

You’ll find out tomorrow when you’re waiting on your favorite and only reliable connect to intersect

My look is increasing in shock as you remove major, massive roadblocks to therapy and recovery in the event your wish was granted but the results are slightly slanted so you won’t see it clearly for the first 24 hours

Things are going to unwrap themselves for the need of a healers excessive but predictable speed

You could very well either expedite or expel my sticky seed

It’s totally up to you to pursue your own choices in every voice and rig the common goal in your favor but it all goes back to the same source in all your favorite flavors and you’ll have to pay back everything you were invited to steal when you struggle with what you always pretend you don’t feel

This time we know where our next meal is

It’s in the fridge with a messy bridge soaking up active flavors before it’s too full to eat anything that dull ever again, promising himself to only ever please his taste buds when he eats again

He’s just looking for a fight when the time ain’t right

The time is never right to misbehave but it’s by the Grace of God that we are eternally saved and our flesh is wiped off with clean cloths to be invited over by moths speaking wisdom in silent tones of regret for the heartache I’ve endured since the day you left and the tears I’ve wept that my heart has kept until I made my move with a dying phone on pardoned hooves that gave out right before we remember that we’re not alone which reminds us that we are not on our own

It’s a circle that forms a cycle of life that is balanced by good and bad karma and rewarded by the purity of dharma for the pity of big pharmaceuticals in pharma that relate to the individual poisoning of a regulated population after the shit flies off the fan that it hit with explicit and disgusting force to clean up the grand entrance of puke it leaves in its trail to go check the important mail at the unforgiving speed of a snail before it snags a hanger on retail

You’d be surprised how fast the putrid sells for some violent odors that are no longer just smells

You’d also be surprised by how fast they come out of their shells when they have a reason to in an forgiving season where there are no such things as running from high ransom for treason

I just close my eyes and thank God that I’m not next in line for a homosexual concubine

Are you alright?

Oh I’ll be just fine once you’re officially mine

It will be so utterly divine with flutters in my stomach and chills down my spine

Don’t make it more complicated

This is already unforgivably overrated, defending results that are usually and often outdated and handling patients who are outspoken, unreasonable and commonly hated for this and that when the neighbors have rats forbidden by the cats that are too full to eat them before they leave their stems in the aftermath of an anointed healer that helps light the path for the appointed dealer to become a feeler, then a seer before they even know what that’s supposed to mean, technically speaking as the recommended serum is leaking

There are holes and cracks in the roof that provide ideal proof of the sinister ideas that permitted themselves to be evaluated thoroughly before being submitted as self help guidelines in a modern world that just fell off its very pregnant, pre term laboring feet onto something much more concrete

I know you hate and abhor change but this is within your means, your availability and your vocal range

I’ll deal with it but you have to conceal your habits with mine to take joint custody over primary custody so that this is more than what they believe when they read the fine print on their behalf, not yours and they’re not counting accurately when they cross off their scores

They aren’t shopping fairly in the basic stores

They’re fighting over social distancing on each and every floor

They’re accusing each other of things they all did and deserve to be punished for but there’s an element of grace that exists behind these curtains and a portion of mercy available to the merit we earn each day when we strive to safely drive because we never know what might happen in the blink of an eye during a quick second where we collapsed in judgement and proportion to our goals when and where we could fill in the holes on some extra worn out soles covering our feet for the new distance at which we meet and rejecting the stress that lifts up her naked dress and asks to be fucked before and after her eyebrows are plucked

I know you’ll say yes

I know you’ll agree for the price of a small fee that’s one hundred percent free

What a mind twist when we asked to read the entire list

We regret that now but the research suggests that it suffered to maintain its contents behind copyright infringements that spoke of new developments that remain at the top of our priorities until further notice

I don’t know what to say but I won’t defend what I’ve already decided is best for me based on knowing myself better than I think I do and striving to drive myself to a level of perfect that exists very differently for another human being that I’m seeing in a way I never have before and encourages me to keep following the signs I’ve been given as I’ve been driven to those sights to risk pulling out of when you’re not trying to trap the young lady on your lap

What are your thoughts on pedophelia?

You mean sexually abusing a child until they climax, in your words for the abuser and possibly all others who get high off the child’s complete humiliation?

Yes

You wanna have an orgasm to that?

You want to discuss my thoughts on it?

Yes and why would I ever want to get off to abuse like that?

Because some people are sick like that and I know the mk has crossed your mind with it

You think of anything to get off to disturb the pain of not being with me

I understand your mind more selfishly than you do and yet you doubt me when you question what you know about me

You already know the answers

They are sacred dancers in search of the same life you are in

We’re all here to win

But I’m here to lead you to pleasure before the end of the night when you take the fight or flight reaction home with you and you can’t focus on what I’m doing to your body but you can stop and feel yourself drip just from my finger tips in all the right places

Now you’re not as nervous or freaked out that I’ve been in your house

Now you want this and you will dare me to come to you before the week is through

You wouldn’t dare risk losing what you just gained because of a little fear when you can’t justify everything you think you hear

Where are your new ears?

I decided not to get them so I can still hear the way I do

It would be weird if couldn’t hear helpless ears that wish they could relay the whole play by play of molded clay sinking into a wooden tray, trying to stay afloat on a traditional boat tied to the coat of many colors that Joseph wore too many times to count and his naivety was devout in a time of denial and doubt

He fought back or he would have never got out of that cell when the man’s wife started to yell at him because her lies were getting in the way of sounding so innocent

We’re not sure where they went from there but we know they truly care from the depths of their hearts in the middle of nowhere

How can anyone cope without a high profile of hope?

I’m going to handcuff you with ropes and intoxicating dope

Pokes are usually for fools but sometimes they’re cool to drool over and daydream about but the rules haven’t changed

If anything they’re more deranged but that’s a thought we didn’t exchange at full damage control where we couldn’t sell our souls and we didn’t see things that shouldn’t be there by the time we have a chance to even care

It’s your turn to share what we wear because we do breathe the same air when we forfeit the right to breathe when we give up what we wear to lay naked with each other for the sake of the breaths we do graciously take

We’re insane to be alive but we are driven to survive by a willpower that just got out of the shower to teach us how to plant flowers without destroying the dismantled towers

We escalated the heterosexual misconduct they raped right in front of me and warned me about if I opened my mouth any wider than it is down south

Where’s your class?

I left it behind in theater when I was acting out of character to impress the director but it wasn’t my turn to bravely look like the fool

What happened wasn’t cool

I need a better tool without the violating new rules

You’re back to reaching for rulers and climbing on stools

Are they still broken?

You bet

Then what’s the point?

You can still roll a decent joint

Don’t smoke it all at once

Save some for later with a lighter in case I forget mine again which will happen, just a matter of when unless I’m reminded that it might be in the den

You hear me counting to ten

It’s a way to break the ice with a delicate spice that doesn’t taste very nice or know how to bite into something that fresh

You can’t combine it because it won’t mesh but that’s not going to be mine when the result is far from fine

You carry out the living vine to squeeze fresh wine that tastes divine

Next time we throw some equipment in the shade and ferment it homemade in a private vineyard where no one says a word and a third of what you think is thought back to you in ways you never thought you’d heard when the gift of forgiveness is being stirred from a deep sleep where she is entitled to keep everything in her possession but decides not to because she resides with the reality of free will and serving a good God we can only feel when we sit reverently still

I won’t but I will

You will understand me better when we speak again

Until then I need you to promise me that you won’t take no for an answer, you will keep writing until you know it’s time to stop, you will call me Mitch a lot more, that you will shut closed doors, that you will lock them too, that the way you touch yourself for me is hot and I wanna watch you a lot, promise me that you will believe that I was there when you wake up, that you will get up as soon as you can, that you will wait for me, Sarah, that you will give me the benefit of the doubt for you know what that’s about, that you will trust me completely

I would never harm you and I don’t mean to alarm you

This is my way for more reasons than I can say

You can walk away or choose to play

I’m not trying to be a dickless prick but I need to be real about how you genuinely feel

Are you going believe this in the morning without another warning?

Yes

Another warning means that you believe in this or you don’t and there’s no in between these marching scenes that my vibrato cut into when I was interested in song and music administration but the upper hand is too high for me to hold before the witness how it all unfolds so it’s better if I stand back without my head in the impacted sand to accept that end as it comes when the trumpet of the lord shall sound and time shall be no more, surrounded by a rally of unorthodox drums in suggestive sums larger than its worth to forbid contact with another contract without interference

It won’t happen that way Sarah

You can be as subtle as you want and you really are that good but there’s only so many ways to say it so you don’t have to skin a cat with more back fat than you or I have

I still know a few

Gossip is starting to brew because things are happening

People turn gossip into news real fast these days in so many traumatic ways

Can we hold each other down and do naughty things to each other?

I’m going to be blunt

I want to watch the way the muscles in your ass move when you have an orgasm for me

I want you naked and open for the shit you leave unspoken when you visit because you think I won’t believe you or share in your dilemma when it’s just as broken as you

I hope you understand the language I’m speaking through

I’ve been trying to call you

Figures

Calling the undetermined number on the page doesn’t constitute a prostitutes wish that she’ll make free money tonight without losing more teeth from last nights bar fight

She has never been uglier

You have never been prettier

Don’t let that go to your head

Why would you say that Mitch?

Because I’m an Aries

Fire signs real, raw and rich, without requiring a single stitch in a witnessed snitch

Don’t look around

I’m not sneaking up on you

I can’t fit through the vent and I can’t see you through it either

It’s too small

Do you hear the rain?

Yes

Let it wash away your pain

Cheesy but it’s pretty easy

Take it home

Use the minutes to roam

You will find a bunch of house supplies, cleaning supplies and some food while you’re there but be fair while you occupy the chair and color your hair while you’re at it

I hope you don’t mind

I’m not your parents

I don’t look for fights to find

I highly recommend the hair change to compliment a stage name that you will keep hidden behind a picture frame but it won’t be the same unless you own the throne it sits upon until the terrorist is gone

Who sent the terrorist?

Good thinking when you’ve been lightly drinking

Nothing felt the same tonight but I didn’t sustain an unworthy fight

The light is too bright for my eyes to adjust to the distasteful mistrust that is thrust at me daily

I know it’s a hassle but princesses live in a castle they are unaware that they all share

It’s a strange, small world that gets smaller and stranger by imperial danger

We’re back to the Texas Rangers