Split Ends
I’m not going to post it because it’s still so controversial for so many people (of me smoking my medicine) a year ago but omg my hair was the longest it’s ever been & BLONDE a year ago. My hairs growing back out the same way but with old professional hair dye and toner I haven’t given up on but it’s layered differently so it’s shorter.
I don’t want a haircut. I don’t mind the split ends being removed but these women in these salons take too much off even if you firmly say no then still try to charge you extra. I haven’t been in a salon since May. Everyone loves it grown out but I do need it toned really bad. It’s completely yellow. Yuck.
I hope Bondi Boost goes on sale soon because that was solid salon blue & purple shampoo & conditioner that DID ITS JOB. It was stolen and L’Oréal just don’t cut it. I look better in blonde. 👱🏼♀️ Im more confident EVEN when it’s stuck on being yellow. I’ve had burnt streaks in my hair before. That wasn’t about money. That was about sabotaging my self esteem. Sometimes I can’t wait to wake up from this demented dream. Btw, every time I write something creative, or as I should say, everything I say is copyrighted. Someone stole a shytty version of my voice on TikTok & used it last year. I was not embarrassed. I was annoyed. If you’re gonna be a thief, use something that doesn’t sound like I’m nervous.
I’m sure the point was to humiliate me. Someone I’m friends with’s ex wife who strove to humiliate me as well, just found out we’re friends a few years later & they started talking shyt. What happened was five years ago. I didn’t wanna sleep in the car and be in a fight with anyone but they did. They claimed they didn’t feel safe where we were staying because they couldn’t stay out all night. The home owners wanted to lock the doors by 10pm. No, we weren’t children but the home owners had a child & we needed to respect that. They didn’t agree.
I ended up going OFF on them outside, publicly in the front yard because I was so pissed off about their character. The only real reason they even picked me up from another town was because they went to that town where I was for sex. I said some things I shouldn’t have said but
I’ve apologized many times & still been rejected & blocked. So when I found out it’s 2022 & she’s still in 2017, I told her ex husband to tell her I said to keep my bleeping name out of her mouth before I give her a reason to. I ain’t playing with no one this year. You are either on my side or in my way. Choose wisely.
I won’t stop being friends with someone who’s been there for me and even lent me money during troubled times because someone I used to hang out with when I was desperately immature & didn’t know how to enjoy my own solitary company, which I now prefer, is jealous. She has every reason to be but that’s besides the point. Not my problem. She is an intentional b#tch to everyone around her because she hasn’t learned that tables get turned on everyone, not just the ones that piss is off & we aren’t exempt either. We better have the best intentions or we’ll get whiplash for what we didn’t buy or save in cash. For some, your cigarette needs to ash. For others, your cup is only half empty. Remember that. It could always be completely empty. Follow me, I’ll show you which sideway is up.
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