My heart's been changing in many matters recently & the fact that in reconciled with my son before my absence backfired AND would give my son my millions without hesitation, while yours sits in jail, rotting through clothes that don't belong to him and barely being fed, BECAUSE of YOU and your utter arrogant narcissism that's so self absorbed it can't be found, let alone wiped spotlessly, makes me automatically the better parent. Ive made my mistakes but I've made the full 180 it takes to pause, push the breaks and reflect on the act of restoration. The act of restoration happens when repentance is involved regardless of whether your ego prefers to be right or not. This isn't about just you, in case you forgot but it IS because of you and for that you will answer to God. The wealth you think you have ultimately belongs to Him either way. Your unwelcome opinion isn't warranting anything contrite you may think you need to say. How about you apologize? How about you realize that you're not the eye of the prize? Surprise! I had respect for you for a while and I did it with a huge blockbuster smile but you didn't deserve it then anymore than you you do now. Thank you for helping me when I really needed it but I have seen your true colors when I was bearing the brunt of the next haters relentless stunt and it is not something I will ever forget. Hand me the keys. Enough is enough. You can't fix what you broke. God spoke. I heard him without a silent word. It's been good. It's been rough. It's been great but now I'm the buffer between those who who will and those who can't for the sake of those who do and those who never cease to suffer. God saw. God sees. You tried on those. You tried on these. Just for fun. Just for size. Why didn't you marry her? Why did you infiltrate someone else's life and produce more lives through bitter hatred and discomfort via discontentment & uncomfortable resources. Do you recognize this? The Lord will cloak him in victory while he jokes with him about your defeat. Hit your ancient knees and pray that one day the man that made you a father will forgive you when you're lifeless, helpless and ready to die so you don't have to live in the pain you caused him so you didn't have to feel it anymore. Did you hear the knock on the front door? That's for you, my friend. That's the doorway to finish line. That's the depths of the divine. That's the crossroads you may or may not be given access to cross over or pass because you must pay karmically for being such an ass. I have love for you but I have no obligation to you. It's free to speak the truth until you break the rules that barricade you inside the bed you made. You're scared. You're afraid. Anyone would be and everyone who's experienced this has been and was. You avoid the inevitability of seeing yourself in any conformed way that you disagree with but that's the whole point of the aftermath of the shower of compliments placed in your individual path. You will not try to imply anything further for the sake of your selfish wish to make everyone believe in your innocent involvement with this. Remember that Judas betrayed Jesus with a kiss. It was enough to hear Satan hiss but not long enough for God to diss him just in time to build upon the empty lies that serve justice to the deceived. Aren't you relieved? ©️ SG Herring 6/1/2022.
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